...Love Thoughts...

I am giving you my love in this very thought.
Pushing it through with all my existence,
Hoping, wishing, and praying that you will notice
But all I find is just another text, just another call, just another wasteful moment
That I must realize you will never been mine.
Consistently, I ask for your love or at least I shadow it with what I think is love,
I feel for you.
I think of you.
I ask of you to do the same.
Feel for me.
Think of me.
Ask of me of what you will have of me as I commit to you.
And only you.
But I am understanding this as just another conversation,
Of which I have had to many times before,
And I’m becoming aged in it.
Either I am lost in love or it has yet to find me.
Somewhere looming in the midst of all my woes.
I Breathe in. I Exhale.
I take another step, two, four, and back one more.
But I am progressing further.
Though I still ponder your love.